Why does LOVE hurt so much? what is the TRUE MEANING of love?

Im a recent graduate from highschool and just started college. While in highschool, this security guard (CJ) and I had major crushes on each other, but the female security guards were always watching us. I went to homecoming at 4pm today, hoping to see him, but he had left early. While at the school, I wuz joking around with my friend and I spaced out towards the wall. All of a sudden, my crush's friend (who liked me 2) just popped up out of nowhere, standing in the place where I was staring at. He kept staring at me, smiling w/o blinking. I felt very violated and my face showed it. So I turned my back to him and pretended to be digging in my bag for something. Then my guy friend mohammed comes over and asks me for my digits so we can finish things off. (The thing is, I only like him as a friend and I only talked to him twice). After that, my crush's friend quickly escapes, and I didnt see where he went. But he never came back though. Do u think he's spying on me for CJ? Or staring just cuz he likes me? Or got a hard-on from checking me out? Wat do u think?Why does LOVE hurt so much? what is the TRUE MEANING of love?
well love is made to hurt because nothing is ever perfect and you have to go through pain to get happines!Why does LOVE hurt so much? what is the TRUE MEANING of love?
love isn't supposed to hurt;


its supposed to make you feel happy;


its one of the best feelings in the world.
Just take antibiotics for the pain.
The True Meaning Of Love Is Suicide


R.I.P Alex


but other than that


Well Why Don't You call CJ and ask him yourself hun :)
holy ****! who cares? sounds like you have enough issues... no need to add men into the mix. take some time to focus on yourself adn your school work. good luck!
God is love..not killing yourself..